When I went to work yesterday morning, my boss Karen was asking me if I was feeling alright cos I looked super gloomy. Then later in the afternoon, one of the tutors whom I always talked to, was also asking me the same question cos she said I sounded sad. Eh.... Then just now Xiao Wei was asking me if I was ok cos I looked kinda grumpy. Ehhhhhhhhhhh...........
I really really am ok. I look very sad meh? Dunno. What's the feeling of sad? I dun even have time to think about the question if I'm happy or sad. Perhaps, perhaps... I was just feeling kinda sian these days, thinking of ways to space out my schedule. And today I'm really very tired.
Yesterday was Sharon's birthday chalet at Downtown East Costa Sands. I concluded that I really really hate chalet. Honestly... I think maybe cos I'm not those kind of outdoor lifestyle, that's why I hated it. Having to desert the comfort of my bed and luxury in my room and the cleanliness of my room too, although it's very messy, I really hate leaving my room. Best of all the chalet at Downtown East is SO SO SO STUPID!!!!!! Still gotta pay $1 for the entry. So dumb...
And I drew another conclusion that I hated Pasir Ris. That's an extreme end from Jurong West. Cos we left the chalet at almost midnight. Thank God Jarrod drove me home, ha.. but there was a price to pay cos he forced me to barbecue food for me. For the sake of saving the cab fare, I was like his slave. Dumb...
Nevertheless, I was still home. But cos both of us ain't familiar with the east, so we got lost for some time in pasir ris, trying to find ECP so that we can drive Suet home. And also Suet, the direction idiot... who dun even know the directions to her place insisted on the directions she thought which were right, but it turned out that she was wrong, we wasted so much time. Should have trusted me. So end up I was home at 1 plus in the morning.
I slept at 3am and woke up at 8am for COPE this morning. Indeed I'm very tired.
The last thing I ever want for my 21st birthday is a chalet party, but no choice la cos I wanna save some trouble. So next year I'm having a chalet party. BUT my frens need not pay the dumb "$1 per entry" fee.
