1. God is deliberately mysterious. God desires us to seek Him and He'll conceal Himself often except to those who make the effort to seek Him. The proof of desire is pursuit. Make God a desire of our life and pursue Him. Hey Suetie.. You've gotta continue and build on what you've achieved finally in ur spiritual life but remember that your walk with God doesn't stop at where you are now. Continue to seek and pursue Him and He'll come to you.
   
2. God is unpredictable and frightening. God's thoughts and ways are higher than ours. God is like the deep vast ocean and it's impossible to predict the things He has in store in our lives. He's so unpredictable in my life that everyday of my life is unpredictable. 11 mths ago I would never have predicted that I would fall in love and be deeply crushed. Yet God made the unpredictable a reality. Scary especially when it costed me so much, having to hurt the man I loved and myself, my spiritual fall and it almost costed my life. But like I said, God is so unpredictable that He intervened at times when I never thought He would. Faith is trusting God's character even when life gives you reasons not to.
   
3. God is responsible for everything in my life. He knew on the very day He created me that I would fall in love at a very wrong time in the midst of my vow, with the very wrong man no matter how good he is. He allowed me to go through all the painful moments but yet He din stop all the things which He knew would cause me pain and left me to dwell in depression. We human beings often rage with God when things don't go our way or when tragedy happens. Yet God is a good God and He is good all the time. He shows responsibility in our lives by sending Jesus to die on the cross for us, to compensate for all the painful events in our lives which He allowed to happen. But nonetheless, things can never be undone but we can still move forward to receive the compensation which God freely gives to us.
   
4. God is nice and gracious to me. He doesn't treat me like I deserve to be. He loves me evermore despite the fact that I failed Him times and again. He values me and treasures me despite my occasional rebellious acts and disloyalty. God is indeed good and holy. For if it isn't for me, I won't have been where I am now. If it wasn't God being there for me, I wont have recovered fast and bounced back fighting for the glory of God.

God is my creator and He will take responsibility for all my life happenings cos He has planned everything in my life before He created me. God has done similarly in your lives too. Let God rule in u.