Jun 30th marks so many things to me.
Met up with Suet, Grace and Val for lunch today. Went to this modern European restaurant called "Six & Seven" in Marina Square. Great atmosphere there. There are many new restaurants there. Great place. Nice food there. Cheap too. Set lunch only $8.90.
Celebrate my end of vow? Not so... Grace asked how it felt to end my vow. O well... Din feel anything. It's just another day. No special feeling I guess. In actual fact, I dunno how I felt. When Grace asked me so how the both of us are, I told her those few incidental meetings we had. She advised me that we should not continue on like that. Why should I take the initiative? I'm a girl after all. Shall let God decide.
After lunch we went shopping. Many new shops there. O well a compulsive shopaholic like me.. I only buy when I want to, and when I need to. So bought a bag this particular shop and 7 tees from Esprit today.
Well when I went out with Siyin and Clarabelle yesterday, Bel kept blaming me for causing her to splurge. Hello? For all ur very info, I din force her to shop or anything. But both Siyin and Belle said I'm a splurging factor cos everytime go out with me, they'll surely splurge. HELLO? How often do we meet lo? The last time we met was last year during Chinese New Year and they came my house then after that we went JP Body Shop and they started splurging there cos I got the VIP card. They said they splurge bcos of all my membership cards but then again, they din use any of my membership cards yesterday. I somemore kept advising them to stop splurging. I din even spent a single cent ytd when I went out. Only today lo.
After shopping today, had to rush to pick Shawn from school. Was late for 3 mins and he was waiting for me in the general office. Sorry la. Then after piano lesson today, went for dinner with Uncle Allan's family and my parents cos today uncle Allan got his new MPV, Nissan Presage and we all took a ride in it. So comfy and big..
Home after dinner. So wat a day to end my vow. My biggie... But a free girl now.
How I really felt? I think I wanna pray for a miracle and a fairy tale but will that happen? I dunno. Do I miss him? I dunno. But I'm really glad that I was able to end this race by the grace of God although I fell along the way and was hurt badly. But once again, I'm made whole then so be it. I love God, I love Jesus, and I love myself. Life is full of love.
O but one saddening news I heard today from Val, that my 1st 3 mths classmate in JC jumped off a building and committed suicide bcos of BGR. Though wasnt really close to her in my years in JC but still felt weird after hearing that news that someone I knew died. Life can be fragile.
