Saw Alex today and it's the 1st time after so long that we talked.
Had econs nite lec today and he had class tonite. Chantal had been asking me if I think I'll see him in school this week, but I told her the probability was ZERO. Well, my predictions have always been very accurate but not so today, or at least not for this matter. We met during break while Sally, Chantal and I were eating and he came walking over.
Originally I saw him from a distance as he was quening for his drink. I wanted so much to run away, but I din. Chantal was right. If I'm really alright le, I shouldn't be running away. So I stayed as I so much wanted to prove to myself that I'm alright. Ok so then he came walking over, looking for a seat. As he was walking towards us, I called him and he came over and sat beside me despite the seat was wet and me repeatedly warning him.
Well we did chat a little. Well I really felt good about it. I'm glad I din avoid him cos there's nothing to run away from. Could feel God's strength and courage in me that I could feel good about facing him. I'm back to normal again. Yipee.. Praise God for that. Glad that I can face him as a friend or maybe an acquaintance now.
On the way home, Chantal said I was very bad. So cold to him. Wat lo. I got talk to him mah. Well not a lot la cos we so long nv meet le. Today is the 1st time we talked after 7 weeks. Not that I wanna be cold but I just dunno what to talk to him about. True that there are things we needa talk about but now is not the season and school is definitely not the place to talk about it.
Ok, but I do admit I was kinda of bad cos I kept rushing Sally and Chantal to eat faster so that we can go back to lecture on time. Ok so I did wanted to rush off although time wasn't up yet. In a way I was kinda bad cos I ditched him alone and left. He was kinda of like a loner lo.
Well I just happy that now I've recovered and also seeing him doing fine. Thank you Jesus.
